Friday, September 11, 2009

SKILLET!!!

YAY!!! I am getting tickets next week for Skillet!!!! :D :D :D Ok, so for those of you who don't know Skillet is a Christian rock band. Yea, ok I know what you're probably thinking "ew..Christian...so what are they going to preach to me?" Actually, no! Yea some of their songs you can tell that they're talking about God, but others no you can't tell. Actually you might have heard one of their songs. "Those Nights". I know for a fact that it plays in Aeropostale sometimes. I can't wait. Anyways!! My friend Heather and I are going. I am going to buy her ticket for her Christmas present. Hopefully she'll be able to get off from work. I mean it starts at 7 pm so if anything if she could work that morning that would work too. Well, I also found out that a girl at my work like loves them too! So I'm like yes!!!! So she's going to go with us too...and here's the good news....if something happens to where Heather can't go...I won't have to go alone!! YAY!! haha. I really don't want to go alone, but I am not going to miss them again. Yea, they came here 2 years ago with a tour called Winter Jam. That is pretty much a Christian concert. A lot of different christian bands come and play. Well, I had tickets and i was so close to getting in. Like there were literally like maybe 20 people in front of us and then they closed the doors. We're like WHAT?! They're like we've reached capacity. I'm thinking...that's bs. It was ridiculous. People were coming out because half of their group was inside and the other half was outside. And so the half that was inside came out. And they still would not let anyone in!! I'm like WTH???? I was so upset. But that's not going to happen this time. I'm going to make sure that I get into this one. But I will definitely keep y'all posted and let you know what happens :D.

TTYL <3>

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

UPDATE!! (FINALLY)

Ok,
so how bad am i? I haven't updated this thing in over a week now. sorry :(. Anyways, let me tell you what's been going on with me. Well, I've been going to school, and working. Yea, that's it. Sad isn't it? Well, I did go to the ER for some ...personal stuff. Anyways, long story short, I have to go see a special doctor and get it checked out.....sucks!!!!! But I guess I'll make that a separate blog.

Oh, speaking of separate blogs, I never made one about that whole situation at work. Ok, I'll just do that here real quick. I'll give you the short version. Every night we take the bank deposit to the bank after we close. Well everyday except Friday and Saturday. Well, an associate has to follow a manager and sign a paper saying that they witnessed them dropping it off. Well, I signed it so I had to follow my manager. Ok, well, this person...I'm not going to say any names...accidentally headed home instead of following me, or heading to the bank. I was fixing something in my car so she left before me. I thought she had just gotten there and left. (which is still against policy) But I called her and asked where she was. She said she was on her way home and that she forgot. But she said she was on her way back. She lives close to downtown. I told her I'd wait for her and she said to just go ahead. I made sure 3 times that it was ok before I left. She said yea. SO....to make an even longer story short...I was talking to another manager about it cuz I found it funny that she just left and it blew up into this whole thing. We got it all fixed and everything like that, but she basically hates me now....which is fine because I didn't do anything wrong.

So that is basically the back story to I think 2 of the blogs that I've done on here. Everything is worked out when it comes to policies and punishment, but she still hates me and no matter what she says...im not stupid. I can tell. But I'm not going to lose any sleep over it.

So, let's see. What else has gone on? I honestly can't think of too much. How about just a random thing...my room is still a mess. I honestly should be cleaning it right now, but I'm not..haha. I have tomorrow off and I guess I'll do it then. I might start it tonight though. Who knows maybe something will put me in the cleaning mood and I'll just like go to town or whatever.

So, I'm watching the Obama speech tonight. He's talking about the health care system. I can't honestly say that I know exactly what he's talking about, but I still like listening to him. Ok, so I'm going to give you my opinion on Obama. I think he's awesome! I voted for him. I'll come right out and say it because I think he is going to make this nation much better than what it was when Bush left it. I still don't understand how Bush got elected for a second term, but whatever. Now, my thoughts on people who are trying to like make all these accusations against Obama.....SHUT THE HELL UP!!!. Ok, so here are some of the accusations that I know of. 1) Obama is not a christian. - Ok, so yea, when he was sworn in as a senator or whatever he was supposedly sworn in on the Koran. Ok, but he did turn against that church after hearing some of the things that the preacher was saying. And he was sworn in on the BIBLE when he was elected president. 2) People don't like the fact that he is African-American. - Ok, first off, it's the effing 21st century.....GET OVER IT!!!! Look around you people. How many mixed racial marriages and relationships do you see? And if you're so like anti-black or w/e then why are you letting your kids go to a public school? AND what did they ever do to you? I mean have they harmed you in any way? Maybe they have and maybe they haven't, but why hold a grudge against and entire race for what one person might have done? AND....guess what?! Obama is HALF WHITE AND HALF BLACK. So, if you're hating him, are you hating your own race? His mother was white and his father was black. In fact, he hardly had anything to do with his father. He was raised mostly by his grandmother, his white grandmother. ...And this is the only other one that I can think of...3) He is the anti-christ. - Really?! I think this is probably the most ridiculous one I've heard yet. Ok, people, read your Bible. It says that the anti-christ is of middle eastern decent. If I could find the Bible passage I would put it on here. I'll look for it later and try to post it when I get a chance. ANYWAYS!! That goes back to accusation number 2. He's mixed!! He's half black and half white. He is not of middle eastern decent.

In conclusion, I'm tired of all these accusations against him. If you're going to say it, please have something to back it up. That's all I'm saying.

I think I'm going to stop here for the night. I will work on getting on here regularly.

TTYL <3

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Update!!!

Ok,
So first off, grr. Why? because I'm only taking 2 classes this semester. Usually this would make most people happy right? Yea, well not me. I need to get my stupid Associate's degree so I can work on a degree in Radiology. Why am I only taking two classes you ask? Because the history teacher I have now sucks! Sorry, but she does. She's so confusing and I just don't feel like I'll be learning much in her class. My intentions were to drop her class and then add another one, but apparently the cut off date for that was Sunday. So now, I have two classes...actually just one. Because I don't really have to do much for yoga. So my only REAL class is Survey of the Old Testament. So what does this mean exactly? I will have A LOT of classes next semester :(. So more class and less working. GRR ON LIFE!!

So aside from school, nothing else is really going on. Well, I mean work is the same. Did I mention about the whole situation there? I don't think I did. Well, to make a long story short, there's a manager there, part time assistant manager, who I guess hates me now. I don't know and honestly I don't care! I'll have to do a separate blog as to why she could possibly hate me. But she's just being pretty much a bitch. So I'm like what the hell? And I'm just trying to work and not mess up my promotion. Oh yea...I'm going to be key holder for the holidays. Basically that's like a part time assistant manager who can only open by herself. Starts this month. Which is good. I need the extra hours.

So, I guess that's all i'm going to write for right now. I'll get a blog up later about what's going on between me and that girl.

TTYL <3

Friday, August 28, 2009

Sleep/Napping

Ok,
So topic today? Sleeping and/or Napping. It's a wonderful thing!! Why? Because it takes you away from reality. If you're having a bad day or something like that you can just take a nap or, depending on the time of day, you can go to sleep for the night and just forget about it all. Yea, you may have nightmares or whatever, but the beauty of that is, it's not real!!! You can wake up and realize that it was all just a dream. Bad thing about sleeping, when you wake up, you're back into reality. Unfortunately, what you tried to get away from by sleeping isn't a dream and it will still be there when you wake up. So this is honestly why I will sleep most of the day if I have the chance. I can escape from my problems and hopefully have a great dream where everything is where I want it to be. I'm who I want to be with, I'm at the job I want to be at, and no one is mad or upset or anything like that. And even if I do have a nightmare I can just wake myself up. Also, I know that nothing will hurt me. You can't get hurt in a dream. Unlike real life, where if you're hurt it stays with you for awhile. So I ask you, is this a somewhat morbid post? NO!! It's reality. It's what we all think at one point, but never say. So I'm not going to think of just sleeping anymore. I'm going to think of it as escaping reality. It sounds much better.

TTYL <3

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Between Classes

Ok,
so I'm between classes right now. Yea, school started for me today unfortunately. I only have 3 classes so I don't know why I'm complaining so much, but oh well. I have my first class at 8 am then second at 11 then third at 1. So I have a good amount of free time between each. I am so bad with keeping this thing updated. I need to work on that. So....good news...I got promoted to key holder at work :D. Basically, it's like a part time assistant manager. That other job doesn't look like it's going to work out which is fine. But I need the money to pay stuff off and all that jazz. I actually have to work tonight. Woopie! NOT. So here is my plan for the rest of the day: finish classes, go home, take a short nap, go to work, and come home. Sound good? Does to me! And that's all that matters :D. Then I actually have a day off tomorrow!! YAY!! I told my friend Ashley I'd help her with painting which should be fun. I like painting. But I guess I'm going to go ahead and get off here and head to my other class.

TTYL <3

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Mariah Carey vs. Eminem

Ok,
So I'm sure most of you have already heard the argument between Mariah Carey and Eminem. If you haven't, let me brief you. So, apparently they dated like a long time ago and Mariah is denying it. STUPID!!!! Anyways, they have been going back and forth fighting basically. It all started (at least I think) when Eminem mentioned Mariah Carey in his song "Bagpipes from Baghdad".

"
Locked in Mariah's wine cellar all I had for lunch, Was red wine, more red wine, and captain crunch, Red wine for breakfast and for brunch, And to soak it up and in between snack, crackers to munch, Mariah, what's ever happened to us, why did we have to break up, All I asked for was a glass of punch, You see, I never really ask for much, I can't imagine what's going through your mind after such,A nasty breakup with that Laftin Hunkler, Weisman Gale, Nick Cannon better back the **** up, I'm not playin, I want her back you punk, This is Hello Kitty bedspread satin funk, with egyptian, with a little rappin pump, Zappin Eric Clapton, (Shaft?), Frank Zappa crunk, And yeah baby, I want another crack at ya,You can beat me with any spatula thatcha want, I mean I really want you bad you ****, Nick you had your fun, I've come to kick you in your sack of junk, Man I could use a fresh batch of blood, So prepare your vernacular for dracula acupunc-ture " (azlyrics.com)

This is when Mariah started denying that they ever dated. Which honestly why on earth would u deny dating Eminem?? I guess that's just me. So Mariah released her new song "Obsessed". It talks about a guy who apparently is obsessed with her and he won't leave her alone. She also says in her own words how "this guy" is basically a nobody and she's a big star that everyone loves. In the video she is dressed up as a guy who "supposedly" isn't supposed to be Eminem. But why would you wear an outfit close to what Eminem has been seen in if it isn't him? Pretty much the whole song is her bashing this mystery guy. (although we clearly all know who it is).

Ok, we all know that Eminem has sort of an....anger problem. Well, not too long after does he come out with a new song all about Mariah. I'm not going to post that on here. You can go see it yourself. Go to youtube.com and type in "Eminem 'Warning'" and it should come up. He talks about how long they dated, what they did, and how she kept calling him. He also says that he has pictures and voicmails of her and from her. He says that if he wanted to ruin her career he could release them. Personally, I think he should, but that's just my opinion. Also, at the end of the song there is a woman singing and talking. And guess who it is?? It's Miss Mariah Carery herself. Apparently, she did a little recording when she was, you know, "not" dating him. Yea, try and deny that Mariah.

So here's my conclusion. In the battle Mariah vs. Eminem, Eminem is the winner!!! I mean think about it. Mariah takes 5 minutes and music video to trash Eminem. AND she even denies the fact that it's him she's talking about. Eminem, on the other hand, takes about 3 and a half minutes, no video, and makes sure people knows who he's talking about. So what's the message here?? YOU DON'T MESS WITH EMINEM, OTHERWISE YOU WILL GET BURNED!!!!

TTYL <3>

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Random thoughts

So,
It's pretty early in the morning again. 2:40 to be exact, and I am just thinking about everything. School, work, relationships...the usual. School unfortunately starts next week and I am so not prepared. Ugh!!! I have never been the best in school. I mean I get decent grades, but not as good as I could. But I just get distracted easily, and bored! One class I have to take this semester is history. OK, this is my view on history, it's done, it's over with, let's move on! I know some people are like.."omg, it's so interesting!!" "you need to know about our world's history". Ok, and what if my profession has nothing to do with it??? Then I wasted my time? Or what? Idk. Maybe I'm just having a negative view about it. Another class is yoga. Honestly, I didn't want to take that, but I needed an elective class. I joined in on a couple of classes last semester. Let me just say I am not as flexible as I used to be. It kinda hurts. If I could, I'd probably take pilates again. But I did hate pilates when it first started it and then pretty much loved it closer to the end of the semester. Hopefully yoga will be the same. Last class, survey of the old testament. Again, not my first choice, but needed an extra class. Personally, I wanted to take a philosophy class, but the only one open was a night class. No thanks! So I guess I have to get ready for my classes....although I clearly don't want to. :(

Next, work. AHHHH!!!! Yea, I just want to do that some days. It's not that my job is hard, because it isn't, it's just I need a second job!! I work in retail. Not that hard. I'm still waiting to hear from this other place about a second job. PLEASE GOD HELP THEM CALL!!!! I just really need some extra cash right now. And, my current job keeps telling me "hang in there. There might be an opening for a part time assistant manager." Yea, they've been saying that for well over 2 months now. I can't exactly wait forever.

Lastly, relationships! Or relatinshiP. Hopefully you've read my other post "relatinships" so I won't have to make this very long. But, not going to lie, yea I'm still confused. I'm still trying to focus on school and work, but this still stays in the back of my mind. I can't help it. I know how I am and I know how I feel. Honestly, I'm not going to post it on here because right now, I just want to keep that between me, myself, and I. But I guess all I can really do is pray that God sends me a sign or something, telling me what I should do. :sigh: Love knocks you down, then picks you up, then knocks you back down again. THEN!! It stays on your mind constantly. No, I'm not talking about a particular person. I'm just talking about love in general.

Oh well, just thought I'd vent for a few. I guess this is it for now.

TTYL <3

Monday, August 17, 2009

Shopping, Potato Soup, and Bonfires :D

Interesting title huh? Well this is pretty much how my Thursday went. Let me explain. My friend Amber and I went shopping at Ross and Marshall's. Ok, so let me say this, if you can't keep your child under control, please don't bring it out in public. Why say that? Because at Ross, there was this little kid SCREAMING!!! Ok, I understand if the kid is upset or whatever, but it was fine. He was screaming "mommy" when she was right there in front of him. AND to top it all off, he was throwing things! Really?! Me and Amber were honestly getting pretty annoyed and I could tell a lot of the other customers were too. Anyways, this kid was still screaming and I could tell the mom was getting tired of it too. Then it threw his cup or something like that and she picked it up and I saw her slap the kid. It wasn't hard. Just like ya know, a little tap or whatever to get him to stop. Like how you are supposed to hit the kid in the mouth when is biting or something. Anyways, we were seriously like "screw this" and we left. We weren't finding anything anyway.

So we left there and headed over to Marshall's. It was much quieter. Ok, I usually don't like Marshall's, but they had some really cute clothes this time. We tried on like 5 or 6 things. I was going to put these two things on layaway until I got paid next Thursday. I was getting ready to and the woman was like there's a 10 dollar deposit first. I'm thinking...ok if I had 10 dollars I could go ahead and get one of them. Yea they were on sale, but I had to leave at least 40 in my account to pay for a bill and my check was only 60. And I had to give 15 to my mom. So, that only left me with 5 dollars which was obviously not enough. So I was like, alright nevermind. Hopefully I can go back this Thursday and get them. It was a really cute black skirt and a purple halter top dress. And the ties for the halter part had like beads on them. SO cute!!

So, after we left Marshall's we went to the mall. Long story short, we went to Barnes and Nobel. Love that place! We spent like 30 minutes at least looking at cook books. Amber found one that was like "everything about cooking" and they meant everything. It was pretty awesome! haha.

Finally, we went to lunch at Logan's..mmmm!!! This is where the potato soup comes in. I love potato soup and so does she. I can honestly say that Logan's has like the best potato soup. We seriously sat there for a good 20 minutes talking about potato soup in general. It was kinda strange, but very entertaining. So new idea!! Usually you eat meat and potatoes right? Ok, so why not put your meat IN your potato soup???? Like Beef and potato soup or whatever. Yea, we're pretty much geniuses. That's probably already out there, but oh well. And before you say anything, no i'm not talking about a stew. Just beef and potatoes, not any of the other vegetables. Haha.

So, that night we were invited to a bonfire. Honestly, I had never been to one. The one we were supposed to have in high school didn't happen. They canceled it and never rescheduled :(. Anyway, it was more Amber's friend, but they let me come too. I mean I never really talked to the guy in high school, but I did know some of the people there. But apparently, it was his 21st birthday. So, as you can imagine there was alcohol there. Although most everyone else was underage, they still drank. Me and Amber were pretty much the only ones who didn't. So it kinda wasn't that fun. I mean I guess it was to see old friends from school, but we aren't into the whole drinking thing. I mean yea, I'm going to go out when I'm 21, but I'm not yet. Plus I was driving. And Amber can't drink because of her medicine, but even if she wasn't on medicine she wouldn't. But anyways, they had like a pinata set up. And we were talking to one of our other friends and we were asking if they had like candy in it. Usually, you see a pinata and you think of candy right? Well, he was sort of being secretive about the whole thing so we were just like ok? So, the birthday guy busted it open. It wasn't filled with candy. No, it was filled with little bottles of alcohol. Ya know, like the ones you get on airplanes or whatever. Me and Amber were like, really?! It was crazy to see everyone (except us) rush and pick up whatever they could. We just stood back and watched. Then we stayed for about 20 minutes after that and we were just like, ok we're done. And we left. I mean when everyone else is drinking and you two are the only ones who aren't it's not that fun. So we just left. It was getting late anyway and we were both tired.

So that was my Thursday. It was fun for the most part. Hopefully we can do it again, but maybe without the bonfire. So this was kind of a long blog, but I had a lot to write about.haha. But I think that's it for this one.

TTYL <3

3 AM

Ok,
So it's 3 AM and guess what??? I can't sleep!!! What else is new. I'm going to be so screwed when classes start again. I have all morning classes...starting at 8 am!! eww!! So this week so far has been so boring. It's consisted or work and ...yea...that's it. Oh well, I did hang out with my friend Amber..that was pretty awesome. I'll have to tell all about that in a second blog here in a few. I know I said I'd be updating this like everyday, but kinda hard to do that when you work and you get tired when you get home. So, I'll update it every other day. Hmm..I think that's all for this one. Not much to say at 3 in the morning.

TTYL <3

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Relatinships

Ok,
So let's talk about relationships. Unfortunately I just ended mine :'(. First one...yea..I'm 20 years old and have only had one boyfriend. But it did last 3 years. Yea anyways, so as you can imagine I am VERY upset :( :(. Why did it go wrong? A lot of reasons, but they are a bit too personal to share on here. So, I've only been with one guy in my entire life and I'm thinking life is looking a little suckish right now. Why? Because I still love him!!! Our relationship has been on and off for those 3 years. For some reason there seems to be something about him that I can't seem to stay away from. But every time I go back it seems like I end up getting hurt.....again. Yea, it's partially my fault for keep going back to it, but I also don't like empty promises. All I want is for someone to love me as much as I love them and to treat me with respect. I'm not asking to be treated like a queen or anything like that. Everyone says I need someone who will treat me like that...but I don't want it. I just want a decent guy who loves me no matter what. I'd also like it to be him, but it doesn't look like that will happen :(. On a side note, I'm also a Christian so I believe that God has a plan for me. Maybe he just wasn't part of it. Or maybe he just isn't supposed to be a part of it right now. I don't know, but I guess time will tell. A friend of mine, and also one of my managers at work, keeps telling me that if it's mean to be then it will come back to you. I believe that 100%. Maybe it will come back or maybe I'll find "the one" if he isn't it. I'm not going to lie, I am very afraid of dying alone. On another side note, I don't have the best confidence. It's something I've been working on for years and still haven't been able to boost it up too much.
Question. Is a relationship supposed to be something that you have to work for or something that just happens? My personal belief, something that just happens. Why? Because the two people should just be so much in love that everything is, not perfect, but pretty darn good. I know I'm young, but I'm not stupid. I do know what love is. I just want to find it. Part of me still hopes that it would be with him (not that I didn't love him before because I did..very much)

Anyways, I guess that's enough for right now. I'll update sometime on this subject.

TTYL <3

Introduction

Hello,
My name is Kali and I am 20 years old. My birthday is in a couple of months (october) so you can only imagine how excited I'll be to turn 21!!! :D So what can you expect in my blogs?? RANDOMNESS!!!That pretty much sums me up. Maybe I'll talk about something that makes sense or whatever is on my mind that day...if it makes sense then great! So a little bit more about myself. I'm a junior in college and I live in VA. Ok, so I'm like no good with introductions. I make them short, sweet, and to the point. Or at least, I try to. I can't think of anything else to add to the intro...because I'm about to do a separate blog on something else. So this will do for now.

TTYL <3