Ever feel like your world doesn't make sense anymore? Like you thought you had it figured out but it turns out that you don't? I do. I try to ignore a lot of stuff, but some of it just can't be ignored. I wish it could be though. Life is unpredictable. It picks you up and then slams you back down. That's called reality. Hope? Does that exist anymore? It seems like that just sets you up for disappointment. But the funny thing is, it's not supposed to. They say "never lose hope". Ok, that's good advice, but let's change that a little bit. How about "be careful of how much hope you put into something." Don't set yourself up for heartbreak. Why is this post so negative you ask? It's not....it's truth. It's personal experience. It's life.
Ya know, I keep praying for signs, for guidance and for happiness. I know it won't come when I want it to, but I think I've waited long enough. This is my prayer: "God please help me. Help me figure out everything I need to. Help me make it through life. And help me know the difference between what's real and what's not. Just help me be happy again God, please. Amen." I don't believe that's too much to ask for is it? I'm going to say no. But that's just my opinion.
That's all for this post. TTYL <3
